I hope I made you feel less alone through this dark time in your life. Even though I knew it would probably come to an end and you would cut me off again, it was the least I could do after putting your through what I did years ago. I owe you so much more and can only dream of being able to get a chance to make it up to you.
I am thankful I had one last chance to feel close to you, to hear your voice again.
Your warm embrace.
I am grateful to have had the chance to let you know exactly how I felt and know that you understood and believed me.
To know that I did everything I could have possibly done.
Being able to talk to you lifted my spirits for a couple of days.
Lifted the pain and made me feel lighter.
Free again, almost like when we were together.
I am no fool though, I saw it looming above.
Casting it’s shadow the whole time.
Only you had the strength to lift it off of me for that short time.
Some day I will be able to do move it on my own.
But not today.